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It happens
Nov. 1st, 2009 | 08:35 pm
mood: 
accomplished
November 1st
A year passed by so quickly. I'm not supprised because i figured it
out when the year just started. Next year will be 2010 and i don't think
i will make any new year resolutions. We'll see.
It's been awhile since i've updated my lj. If you guys have been reading this, then
you should really move on to my tumblr instead. I'm just going to update
this when i feel like it. There's no more excitement or problems in my life.
I've no complaints.
This is probably one of the reason why i love my tumblr.
The pictures i can find there are totally amazing. Maybe not to you
guys, but who cares, i like them.
This picture is meant to be blur. I think that is what makes it cool.
Anyway, Happy 15th Birthday in Advance Gerald.
I don't know if you'll get to see this but i'll just post it.
Goodluck.
xoxo
Hana
A year passed by so quickly. I'm not supprised because i figured it
out when the year just started. Next year will be 2010 and i don't think
i will make any new year resolutions. We'll see.
It's been awhile since i've updated my lj. If you guys have been reading this, then
you should really move on to my tumblr instead. I'm just going to update
this when i feel like it. There's no more excitement or problems in my life.
I've no complaints.
This is probably one of the reason why i love my tumblr.
The pictures i can find there are totally amazing. Maybe not to you
guys, but who cares, i like them.
This picture is meant to be blur. I think that is what makes it cool.
Anyway, Happy 15th Birthday in Advance Gerald.
I don't know if you'll get to see this but i'll just post it.
Goodluck.
xoxo
Hana
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Mr.
Oct. 16th, 2009 | 09:53 am
mood: 
complacent
16/10
As usual, whenever I'm supposed to go on a trip it will always be
last minute packing. It can't be helped.
One more day, till I'm off. It's great because i want to take a break.
Anyway, there's something which always make my day and i can keep
watching it over and over again. Cause I love her (and that's the truth)
It's not and idol thing, but i really love her.
If it's hard to believe, just believe it.
I love the new song by Shinee and Big Bang (taeyoung)
It's very addictive and the song will get stuck in your head.
Taeyoung - Where you at?
Have a good day.
xoxo
Hana
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Wrong number
Oct. 8th, 2009 | 04:58 pm
mood: accomplished
(Wednesday, 7th Oct, 2009)
I apologise for not updating this blog for 2 whole weeks.
Well, that's what i saw when i log it.
Anyway, since it was during exam period, can't blame myself.
This is the very first time, I'm not updating my blog even if exams
is still on. So i guess, it's over now. I feel so much better.
I don't have to look at any books right now. But results will
be out next week for some papers. DEAD.
I've got two blogs i think but i just treating my tumblr like twitter
and the coolest thing is I'm updating both my tumblr and twitter.
Follow me if you have any of these two.
@Chasinghearts - Twitter
Endlessglistens - Tumblr
Have a good day.
xoxo
Hana
p/s. I don't know how to start. Hey?
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I'm sorry.
Sep. 18th, 2009 | 06:35 pm
It's my fault and i know it.
Hopefully things will be better.
I'm sorry.
xoxo
Hana
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Avalanche
Sep. 4th, 2009 | 08:05 pm
mood: 
exhausted
Love took her hand like a thief, took her heart like a robber
& the feelings that scare her become her relief.
September Fourth.
This week was a total disaster.
I'm so tired and my sleeping hours are not normal.
I really can't wait for exams to finally come.
My PPR is not bad, i only failed one and got 11th position
in class.
I just wish to have the next one whole week alone, so i can
sort myself out properly.
I really miss having a proper conversation with dear.
I hope it comes to an end.
There's match tomorrow, and if I'm feeling very tired, i apologise siew bee!
Have a good day,
xoxo
Hana
& the feelings that scare her become her relief.
September Fourth.
This week was a total disaster.
I'm so tired and my sleeping hours are not normal.
I really can't wait for exams to finally come.
My PPR is not bad, i only failed one and got 11th position
in class.
I just wish to have the next one whole week alone, so i can
sort myself out properly.
I really miss having a proper conversation with dear.
I hope it comes to an end.
There's match tomorrow, and if I'm feeling very tired, i apologise siew bee!
Have a good day,
xoxo
Hana
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(no subject)
Sep. 1st, 2009 | 05:32 pm
mood: 
cranky
" I want to hear the intentions of the real you.. "
Monday:
It's the start of the week and I'm already feeling so worn out and tired. Great.
We just had Aces day cum Teacher day 09. It wasn't so bad except for the fact
that HWEE MIN talks with no expression.
" Like duh! " (monotone)
After that we went to watch Band Slam which is so draggy but funny! And I'm glad
that Vanessa and the guy are together in the show. It's so cute.
Anyway, I'm feeling so sleepy now yet i can't put myself to sleep. This sucks.
I want to make a new specs. Random.
I'm gonna try to sleep again.
Goodbye
xoxo
Hana
(we need to catch up)
Monday:
It's the start of the week and I'm already feeling so worn out and tired. Great.
We just had Aces day cum Teacher day 09. It wasn't so bad except for the fact
that HWEE MIN talks with no expression.
" Like duh! " (monotone)
After that we went to watch Band Slam which is so draggy but funny! And I'm glad
that Vanessa and the guy are together in the show. It's so cute.
Anyway, I'm feeling so sleepy now yet i can't put myself to sleep. This sucks.
I want to make a new specs. Random.
I'm gonna try to sleep again.
Goodbye
xoxo
Hana
(we need to catch up)
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A different person
Aug. 28th, 2009 | 08:55 pm
mood: 
crappy
" Have I told you about the tension of opposites? " he says.
The tension of opposites?
" Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing,
but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet
you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you
know you should never take anything for granted.
" A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And
most of us live somewhere in the middle. "
Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.
" A wrestling match. " He laughs. " Yes, you could describe life
that way. "
So which side wins, I ask?
" Which side wins? "
He smiled at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.
" Love wins. Love always wins. "
I'm done for today.
Gonna tweet @Chasinghearts
www.twitter.com/Chasinghearts
xoxo
Hana
(we're different.)
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My friend.
Aug. 23rd, 2009 | 08:00 pm
mood: 
sad
" I'm waiting for yesterday "
Sunday:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GARY.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO W. HWEE MIN + HWEE TYNG.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO HARLINA.
I just can't wait for exams to come and get it over with. Although, i've nothing to do after that.
I guess i just want to feel free for awhile.
Anyway, I think wwww.thingsweforget.blogspot.com is a very creative blog. Go and see.
They draw on post it and paste it around singapore. Of course, they draw things that are
sensible/
I'm done for today.
Goodbye
xoxo
Hana
p/s. i think there won't be any chance.
Sunday:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GARY.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO W. HWEE MIN + HWEE TYNG.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO HARLINA.
I just can't wait for exams to come and get it over with. Although, i've nothing to do after that.
I guess i just want to feel free for awhile.
Anyway, I think wwww.thingsweforget.blogspot.com is a very creative blog. Go and see.
They draw on post it and paste it around singapore. Of course, they draw things that are
sensible/
I'm done for today.
Goodbye
xoxo
Hana
p/s. i think there won't be any chance.
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Don't wanna try
Aug. 18th, 2009 | 08:16 pm
mood: sad
" 2nd day, it's worst. I can't please everyone. I'm human too. "
18 Aug 2009
I don't want to try anymore. I don't want to please people and making myself hurt.
I don't want to be in the middle. I don't want to have to think of what to do all the time.
I don't want to be the one who is always doing the stuff.
(i'll break someday.)
It's going to be a mad week. I don't wanna pick myself up again.
Sorry..
At least something that brightens my day during school is when i saw NICOLE lying down
out of like nowhere in the parade square. SHE IS SO AUNTY.
Goodbye
xoxo
Hana
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14:It is still not changing.
Aug. 15th, 2009 | 12:02 pm
mood: 
crushed
" Change your expression. "
Although we only had 4 days of school, it seems like it's taking forever for the week to end.
And I'm just glad that it's over now. I dread going to school. It's just so tiring having to listen
to all the teachers talking non-stop. Sigh.
I need to find a peaceful place again. And I really need to like talk to someone
cause i think I'm going mad.
I think no one reads this blog so, I'm talking to myself. sigh.
Although we only had 4 days of school, it seems like it's taking forever for the week to end.
And I'm just glad that it's over now. I dread going to school. It's just so tiring having to listen
to all the teachers talking non-stop. Sigh.
I need to find a peaceful place again. And I really need to like talk to someone
cause i think I'm going mad.
I think no one reads this blog so, I'm talking to myself. sigh.
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Graze
Aug. 10th, 2009 | 12:06 am
mood: accomplished
" If i am a girl, i'll choose to date Minho cause he is Flaming Charisma - Taemin "
10/8
I think this is the latest i've ever updated.
It's 1208 hrs right now and i'm still not asleep yet.
This morning, while lying down on my bed, i suddenly thought
about Vietnam. Syah and me wanted to watch disturbia but ended up
sleeping and the lights was still turned on.
And on the first night, she asked me if i want all the lights to be switched off but
i said no cause i'm afraid of the dark.
Oh, not forgetting, we sprayed the toilet with her perfume cause it stinks :/
Laughing in the middle of the night cause we can't go to other rooms but
ended up going.
I love it. And i missed it.
CHANGECHANGE
Goodnight
xoxo
Hana
p/s I'm going to tweet now @chasinghearts
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Love's way
Aug. 3rd, 2009 | 05:30 pm
mood: 
numb
" I'm breaking away, can't stay. "
3/8
I feel so tired and I'm so lazy to come to school.
How i wish i can be like love, stay at home for a week :(
Just had two test in school and my physics is really bad.
I think Mr Chia will have trouble marking my paper cause
i have no idea what i wrote.
I want to play the piano and sit all day playing it and falling in
love with river flows in you especially after seeing taemin
playing it. Honestly, i almost cried :(
I must be on the verge of going mad.
Anyway, I'm just going to forget about all of it.
Just live my life as John and Farhana.
Split personalities.
I miss talking to my dear :(
Have a good day.
xoxo
Hana
3/8
I feel so tired and I'm so lazy to come to school.
How i wish i can be like love, stay at home for a week :(
Just had two test in school and my physics is really bad.
I think Mr Chia will have trouble marking my paper cause
i have no idea what i wrote.
I want to play the piano and sit all day playing it and falling in
love with river flows in you especially after seeing taemin
playing it. Honestly, i almost cried :(
I must be on the verge of going mad.
Anyway, I'm just going to forget about all of it.
Just live my life as John and Farhana.
Split personalities.
I miss talking to my dear :(
Have a good day.
xoxo
Hana
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Ignorance
Jul. 31st, 2009 | 08:14 pm
" I could see it's not the same.. "
31/7
I think alot about things and i hope alot too.
Is it wrong?
I'm so confuse, but at least i had the best school day.
" I'M THE NEXT ASIAN AVRIL LAVIGNE! " (inside joke)
On the lighter note, i passed my chem test but I'm not too sure
if i can pass the re-test cause it's mixed up. Our class now is very
quiet which is good at the same time quite bad because without all
of them in our class, it's really different.
Sigh.
The only picture which makes me smile. (for now)
oh my..
(It's my desktop picture)
xoxo,
Hana
p/s. it's different now.
31/7
I think alot about things and i hope alot too.
Is it wrong?
I'm so confuse, but at least i had the best school day.
" I'M THE NEXT ASIAN AVRIL LAVIGNE! " (inside joke)
On the lighter note, i passed my chem test but I'm not too sure
if i can pass the re-test cause it's mixed up. Our class now is very
quiet which is good at the same time quite bad because without all
of them in our class, it's really different.
Sigh.
The only picture which makes me smile. (for now)
oh my..
(It's my desktop picture)
xoxo,
Hana
p/s. it's different now.
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It's lost.
Jul. 29th, 2009 | 05:35 pm
mood: 
curious
" I cherish the day. I won't go astray. I won't be afraid. You won't catch me running."
29/7
I feel tired today and i know what's wrong.
Oh, this morning, i was day dreaming and i started
laughing. I day dreamed about myself having a nose bleed in
school and i panicked.
Come to think of it, during my primary schools days,
nose bleed was like running nose to me. Heh.
This post is very short because I've nothing to write about.
Good day.
xoxo
Hana
gee.
29/7
I feel tired today and i know what's wrong.
Oh, this morning, i was day dreaming and i started
laughing. I day dreamed about myself having a nose bleed in
school and i panicked.
Come to think of it, during my primary schools days,
nose bleed was like running nose to me. Heh.
This post is very short because I've nothing to write about.
Good day.
xoxo
Hana
gee.
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A morning of Half-smiles
Jul. 26th, 2009 | 12:53 pm
" haha, you're protecting me again " - sis
26/7
I've been watching alot of korean videos lately.
But i think it's worth it cause it's so funny!
Anyway, Mr tan is not gonna teach us anymore
which means, it's another new teacher.
And for the first time, i got highest in class
for graph test, same as Jing Yu.
I was shocked(!!)
Sigh.
xoxo
Hana
26/7
I've been watching alot of korean videos lately.
But i think it's worth it cause it's so funny!
Anyway, Mr tan is not gonna teach us anymore
which means, it's another new teacher.
And for the first time, i got highest in class
for graph test, same as Jing Yu.
I was shocked(!!)
Sigh.
xoxo
Hana
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Dying slowly, inside.
Jul. 21st, 2009 | 09:07 pm
mood: 
depressed
" I've lost it. all of it. "
21/7
Have you ever had a feeling where your mind
has really blown up and more things are making
it worst?
I hate it.
Those three words summarize my day.
I feel like dying, day by day.
Breaking down doesn't help me at all.
It's one of the worst days in my list.
sigh.
I need help.
xoxo
Hana
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Pretty boys, manly girls, i love.
Jul. 19th, 2009 | 07:23 pm
mood: exhausted
18/July
Firstly,
Happy Birthday to TAEMIN! :D
(i'll post his picture soon)
Anyway, Today was grosome!
ROMP '09 w/ 3netballers + Kym.
It's okay guys, at least we got in quater finals!
And, Michelle(Regent) is so hot!
to me, of course! :D
Once again, i'll post the pictures soon
and we also took poloroid.
Had a blast today.
I need to take a bath now.
Watching Harry Potter @ 9
I'm totally black and exhausted now.
After playing in the hot sun :(
Have a good night.
xoxo
Hana
p/s. I miss talking to my dear friend :(
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For one more day
Jul. 14th, 2009 | 05:33 pm
mood: 
indescribable
" I'm always here. "
14/7
Happyhappy Birthday Benjamin!
Get well soon dude, and it was so scary
to watch the 'fight'.
(he won't see this)
I'm reading a book entitled, For One More Day by Mitch Albom.
I think the book is really very interesting.
" I could still taste blood in my mouth, and sharp pain came over
me in waves; one minute i was neutral, the next minute everything
ached. But here i was, walking down my old block , carrying my
mother's purple vinyl bag of hair supplies. "
I hate my phone now. But i don't feel like changing :(
Goodbye
xoxo
Hana
p/s. It's been awhile since i've talked to you. How are you??
sigh.
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Down
Jul. 11th, 2009 | 09:21 pm
mood: curious
11/7
I've to make this a fast one.
I'm bored and i want to fly out of Singapore.
And my twitter is so deaddd.
@chasinghearts
Follow me if you have, cause i follow alot of celebs.
it's mainly my one and only source for celebs.
COOL.
Goodnight
xoxo
Hana
p/s. i kinda miss sms-ing :(
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Ending .
Jul. 10th, 2009 | 06:38 pm
mood: 
awake
" Smile, even though your heart is aching - Micheal J. "
10/July
I can sum up my day with just two words.
Interesting and Weird.
During math lesson, it was more of a music lesson +
scissors, paper, stone and fighting lesson.
Yong Lee ended up getting mad with Kumar while playing s.p.s
He was mad at Kumar because he threw a paper ball in his face.
And so they started chasing each other in class.
The most interesting math lesson ever!
On my way home, as usual, I'll always take the train.
I sat down beside this girl. When the train reaches
Choa Chu Kang, a women walked up to my row and shouted to the
girl sitting beside me, " Eh! you're a barbarian do you know that?! "
and she walked out of the train, showed a middle finger to her and said
" F***ing hell! " i was so shocked that i just stared at the door.
Haha, interesting day.
And yvelyn is stuffing me with lots of food!
Thanks dude!
Have a good day
xoxo
Hana
10/July
I can sum up my day with just two words.
Interesting and Weird.
During math lesson, it was more of a music lesson +
scissors, paper, stone and fighting lesson.
Yong Lee ended up getting mad with Kumar while playing s.p.s
He was mad at Kumar because he threw a paper ball in his face.
And so they started chasing each other in class.
The most interesting math lesson ever!
On my way home, as usual, I'll always take the train.
I sat down beside this girl. When the train reaches
Choa Chu Kang, a women walked up to my row and shouted to the
girl sitting beside me, " Eh! you're a barbarian do you know that?! "
and she walked out of the train, showed a middle finger to her and said
" F***ing hell! " i was so shocked that i just stared at the door.
Haha, interesting day.
And yvelyn is stuffing me with lots of food!
Thanks dude!
Have a good day
xoxo
Hana